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For the last 3 or 4 days I have been working full force towards getting myself sorted business wise. I didn’t go out over the weekend. I just read and read and read some more.

I’m basically moneyless now. I need to get a job fast.

So this week I will prioritze this over everything.

It would seem my lack of action on this front is down to my reluctance to work a job that I won’t enjoy. The truth is though is that I can make myself enjoy anything.

My other fear is no longer having the time to myself, namly to go out and meet women, work on my business and continue my own development.

So the way around this is to get a job that furthers my experience in the above categories.

So either work in retail around women, a job that teaches me about business (eg. accountancy) or a warehouse type job where I can use my mp3 player (so that I can listen to my audiobooks).

Out of the things I said I would do:

I have still yet to order the business cards, though I have come up with a rough design.

I have bagged up my old clothes to take to Oxfam. Even after they have all gone I still have a huge collection of clothing. I also uncovered a few gems that I’d stopped wearing.

Moving out. There is nothing I can do about this until I have a job.

Today I went to town to find a job. Find a job and find a new girlfriend.

I finally got around to listening to an audiobook of the The Game by Neil Strauss. It taught me one important lesson:

You do not choose women. They choose you.

I have always been with the mindset that I could choose if I was prepared to work for it. Now I see that this is the womans role, and not the mans. The best chance I have to be with a girl I actually want is to play the numbers game. The more women I am around, the more likely it is that the one I want will pick me.

I walked around town looking for women that I liked the look of. I have begun to realise recently that these women are everywhere. My mind is truly unbinding itself, and meeting women is just not a big deal anymore. I approached 5 sexy girls. No takers. This is numbers, I have to go higher.

Something else I have just realised as I write this, is that I have a complementary opposite. This is the woman I should be looking for as my girlfriend. If I meet a woman who is not my equal then we can still have sex, but its probably not going to work out. This rationalisation is a big deal.

On the way home I started to listen to an audiobook titled The Energy of Money by Maria Nemeth. I’ve only listened to an hour but wow, i’d had an epiphany!

I’ve always been careful with my money, never spending it and holding on to what I have. All of a sudden I realise that the reason I used to have a lack of women in my life, is the same reason that I lack money now.

A poverty mentality.

This same personality trait permeates throughout my life and keeps me from success.

This is the reason why I have a sense that my growth has become exponential. As I unravel one problem, the others unravel too.

You know what this means?

I’m going to have a lot of money in my life!

beyond that, I’ll have to wait and see…and blog.