Christmas time
This has been an odd christmas. Normally around this time I would do the same as everybody else and throw caution to the wind. This would mean drink, drugs, sweets, late nights and plenty of partying. Thats the old me.
I secretly didn’t want christmas to come round, as I have been loving the routine I have been following of late. For the most part, I love to get up in the morning, as there is always something to look forward to, something to focus on.
Christmas time has now become a challenge for me. The me of old keeps trying to rear his ugly head and I find myself eating terribly and drinking alcohol. This combined with the absence of lishi lessons means that my body feels rather beaten. I am still eons ahead of my old self, but I am no longer comparing myself to him. I have so much to organize, so much to look forward to. I must focus on this, and allow my stray thoughts to go as quickly as they arise.